Welcome to the Wonderful World of Bree!

It's been some time since I've actually blogged on here, mainly because things have been a mess this semester. Wait thats an understatement, I've been a wreck this semester, but i'm almost through it.  I'm not really quite sure why i've chosen to blog. Most of the time I don't think anyone reads these things.  It seems to me the lonely mans way of communicating but thats besides the point. I find that writing things out helps me sort out my ideas and it saves other peoples time so I'm not constantly talking about things to them. 
I've been away to college for a year now, if you don't count the time that I spent at home over summer.  I've definitely had my ups and downs, especially this semester with my dad getting diagnosed with brain cancer.  Being over 450 mi away when something like that happens stresses you out enough. But what with school, work, and sorority stuff I had come to my breaking point a month into the semester. 
Now that the semester is almost done I've made my decision to move back home and help out my family.  Unfortunately that means I have to leave my life up in Chico, probably permanently.  So once again I'm just waiting to move, biding my time until I have to say goodbye.  It was this same time last year that I was doing the same. 
As a result I've started talking to old friends from back home, trying to get in touch with those that I used to hang out with.  One of these is a friend that I had only met a few weeks before I had to move.  It may sound stupid but I've been stuck on him for a year even though we haven't really talked since I left home.  I wonder if anything will happen now that I'm moving back. I mean most likely not, and I know I'm stupid for getting my hopes up but......can't I just for once hope to have things go my way?